clouds

dark thoughts
are hanging over my mind
like clouds

but i feel
i can see the sun again
eventually

and still

i would go
on the highest montain
and scream out
LETS SAVE THE WORLD
FOR ANOTHER DAY
even if it might be only that one.

.::. smile .::.

i would like
to catch
the smile
on your face
from my memory
of the moment
of joy

but
i forgot
how

mature?

usually
when i was alone
i felt lonely

since you left
i feel incomplete

lol

THAT
just
_can't_
BE!

you
MUST
be
kiddin'
me

:(

evolution forward

when i was younger,
i had dreams,
felt free,
and sometimes cried,
when the world did not turn out,
how i would have liked it to do.

the older i get,
the more i cry,
the more compromises i do,
the more i lose of the dreams i had.

nervous

i am permanently nervous
too many things in my mind
too much questions without answers
i would wish
someone would calm me down
i would wish
...

cry-sis

:.......i
:....want
:......to
:.survive
:.....but
:.......i
:...don't
:....know
:.....how

bla___

i_____
never_
before
felt__
so____
lonely
in____
my____
life__

ANGER

how do i control my anger,
that it does not destoy me?