Donnerstag, Dezember 10, 2020

disconnected

 i am feeling empty

again

i am feeling lonely

i want to cry, but tears are already dropping from my eyes

i feel useless, i feel unwanted

not needed anymore, if ever

i have this black hole inside me, that's sucking up what i used to be

i have this thoughts of hopelessness

i am losing ground, lost my stand

what's going on

why am i all alone

rotating around my thoughts

tired nausea, lost control and falling

why am i like this

why can't i laugh anymore

all that's left is a life full of boredom

let me escape

let me escape

let me escape

i had enought