close to the collaps

with open eyes
i stare at the wall
all night long
for i fear
the loss of control
when i sleep

flames

my heart burns
and sometimes i wish
i just could turn off my feelings
just for a day
to find some rest

...

taste my tears
no more fears
shine bright with me
forever

help

help me
help yourself

let me help you
let me help myself

feelings are hurting like hot needles lately
i need a release

wish

--->

and i would wish
i could sleep now
but i can't
after you told me
you're sad

and i am not even there
to hold you
in my arms :/

<---

i feel lost

between feelings and thoughts
between moments and memories
between you and me

:/

life is so damn short
and we are wasting so fucking much of it

it's a paradox

sigh

the day - the time

and if this would be
the last day of my life
i would like to
spend it in your arms
telling you
how much i love you <3

kick me

i saw your face
a mirror on the rain washed street
haunting me

i wished to kiss
it
but
it
was washed away

sad?

what is the conclusion of coexistence?

a scar deep into the soul
asking for intrigues
to cover wounded moments

stop reality
start the dream

dr34m

just between
yesterday and tomorrow
i have been
drowning
in a dream

love

love is nasty
and tricky at the same time

beware!

a place to hide

there is a place
i want to leave
the place
where
i hide

<3

love is the greatest thing to happen to you
and if you take in mind
that humankind likes to suffer
everything makes finally sense...

everything you know is wrong

you are on my mind
all the time
and i figure
the things i want to tell you

you are on my phone
more seldom now
and i figure
the things you are doing now

don't hurt me
i'm lost

press play >>

the more i know what i want
the more i think i walk astray

que sera, sera

whatever will be, will be
the future's not ours to see
que sera, sera
what will be, will be



Doris Day knew it,
why don't we?

and NO!
i don't like to suffer :P

there ->

and when i open the window
i see your face
your eyes starring at me
your grace

and when i close my eyes
i see your mirror
your eyes starring at me
your face

and you laugh
and you cry

stay with me for a while

winter all the time

cold inside
and outside too

waiting for snow
on the summerbeach

dizzy

ill

no!

what
a
goddamn
weird
time

i
ask
myself
wtf

tell
me
what's
going
on

or
get
lost

waiting

i was waiting for you
you found me
i found you



tell me now
why am i still waiting?

what am i waiting for?

choose NOW

good morning!

good morning life!

long time not seen...

another blue sun is shining
into a green-grey moment of hope

another silver cloudy persepective
back from vacation

this is not a dream
this is a dream
this is not
this is

off the limits!

the time has come
no more fog over heaven
no more guilt in my veins

the change started

may
it
be
completed

when god is having a malfunction...

live life, eat, die
look into the mirror
watch the view beyond
your eyes are diamonds
hurting and crying
screaming my name
but i forgot -
how to answer;
i am
sorry

life in slow motion...

whenever i look backwards, there is nothing but a road of blood...
whenever i look forwards, there is nothing but angel tears and wings of death...

tell me where to look, my darling, and hold me til i sleep.

here we go...

good morning ladies and gentlemen!



expect the unexpected
the only boundary is your mind
it is time to go beyond this boundary
...