evolution forward

when i was younger,
i had dreams,
felt free,
and sometimes cried,
when the world did not turn out,
how i would have liked it to do.

the older i get,
the more i cry,
the more compromises i do,
the more i lose of the dreams i had.

nervous

i am permanently nervous
too many things in my mind
too much questions without answers
i would wish
someone would calm me down
i would wish
...

cry-sis

:.......i
:....want
:......to
:.survive
:.....but
:.......i
:...don't
:....know
:.....how

bla___

i_____
never_
before
felt__
so____
lonely
in____
my____
life__