please, smile!

i
i feel
i feel like
i feel like i can't
i feel like i can't breeze

when you are not around
when you are not
when you are not around
when you are not
when you are not around

please
give me a smile again

slowly

starting to see again
putting that veil of ignorance aside
cutting the webs of the spiders
freeing the inner self
opening the heart to a new tommorow
living for the time being

or else...

i don't have anything to say
and if i would
i won't be saying it

let me hold the gun
which will shoot me
the only thing you've left to do
is pulling the trigger

but you already did.

pressure

it's almost like counting the minutes
almost
i am looking forward to...
what exactly am i looking forward to?
i don't know
but it feels important
more important than before
i need to know
i need to
i need
you

i care

i do not know
i do not see
i do not care

i do not hear
i do not feel
i do not care

i do not change
i do not want
i do not care

but all of this
is just
subject to discussion

you

have absolutely no idea
where this is going

hope you bear with me

would like to see
where this could go

turn?

i am
just the summ
of the ideas
of all the people
that came before me

i wonder
why i forgot

got to go for more

where will you go
what will you dream
will i be there
what have you seen

are this the adventures
you were fighting for
most intense moments
will you still want more

where did you go
lost from my dreams
i am not there
i have never been

this are the adventures
you were longing for
most intense pleasures
and you still want more

you have got to go
you have got to go for
you have got to go
you have got to go for more
got to go for more
got to go for more