let me cry

i'd wish
everything would be
as simple
as choosing
your favorite
plushie

99 % of your time

you think too much :P
that's why there's only 1 % left
to spend with others...
:/

nice

i remember xmas
as it was
when i was a kid

my parents
yelling at each other
because things never worked out
how they imagined it

well
tell them to stfu
tell them you love them

as long as you can :P

hm yeah...

i wonder
where to wake up
i dream
snowflakes falling all over me
i miss
you

i wonder
what i am waiting for
i dream
your hand into mine
i miss
reality

lost

feel lost
left alone
out in the cold
freezing

feel alone
left lost
in the freezing
cold out



they don't deliver mail
where you've been gone

calm me down

i fail to be able to
nervous looks gathering the round
i need a relieve
calm me down
i fail

:P

that's the way it is

:P

:D

sometimes...

yes, sometimes
the colors you see
happen to be real
even if you feel
like in a dream

tired

no more games
no more games
no more games
no more games
no more games



no more games
no more games
no more games
no more games
no more games

missing

like a picture on the wall
you always used to stare at
like a moment in life
you wished to never end
like the words
you said so often before



some things change by accident

sorry

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why

is everything wrong?

i want to hurt
myself
tears of blood
spray the world red

cry baby, cry

cry baby, cry
i have seen it in your eyes
where was a smile, is now a tear
forgotten memories, replaced by fear

cry baby, cry
my feelings will not die
where once was hope, is now despair
forgotten lifes, nothing left to repair

cry baby, cry
emotion has to fly
while you closed the door
my teardrops hit the floor

those tears forever last

i'd to cry them here alone

please

delete the last 24 hours from my life

can't get worse?
you will see!

winter poem

i guess
you are
all
insane



please,
visit the doctor

:P

can't you see

<3

and if there is...

...only one thing to remain

it is the memory...
...of feeling love with you!

world domination

world by delay
i feel sick
bleah

far and away

sometimes too far;

yes.

me again

and the fire is warming me
from inside



'cause the world is cold
and getting colder
all the time...

not just now

i will not
- stop living yet
- stop dreaming yet
- stop hoping yet
not just now