~_~

it's said

when you really care about someone
all the little things will remind you

even years later

it's a tragedy
when that someone left your life
and leaves a big hole
full of reminders

lost

the
most strange flowers
of life
are those
you
will never be able
to pick

-_-

with red eyes
sitting in the middle of the room
thinking about things
and
being affraid of the future
which future
i dont want to think anymore anylonger
i dont
please make me stop crying
it does not help me anyway
the tears wont wash away my bleeding heart

screen zero

you can learn a great deal of life
by watching the movies
but they wont teach you
how to live on your own

artificial love

<3

what is it for
when i have to cry
when i cannot sleep
when i cannot turn it off

waterfalls

black rain
dropping from my face

crushed hearts cry for forgivenes

i'd wish i could tell you
all the words in my head
all the things i cannot form
all the love i couldn't transport

i'd wish to paint my memories

i'd wish
the tears could be a releaf

but every tear
is a little bit of dying
a page of a book
which wont be further written

i failed
i failed myself
and
i failed you

\o/

life is pain
enjoy
:D

/o\

give people what people want:

- purpose
- acceptance
- fairness

mindshifter

when the people
of your favorite tv series
seem to be more real to you
than the people you actually know
something must have gone wrong

you realize
your inside
is
more empty
than empty

you take your favorite plushie
and kiss it good night